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I am a 25 year old fresh IT grad searching for a career in a highly competitive market. At the moment I spend most of my life in front of my laptop. The internet is my currency to the world while I have none to spare ($$$). Read my thoughts and opinion. My triumphs and my breakdowns. I do not seek to inspire or beg to be praised. Simply my honest takes and I am all there is. |
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
laadeedaahz.....
laadeedaahz.....
hello, hello, hello... [in deep cunning voice of Count Olaf]
so much shit's been going on in my life
it would be a total pain to blog
i find no joy in blogging anymore
but just for the sake of my friends
if u still do exist
this is just a glimpse of the shaytz
but on second thought
i've already made my point
it's a pain to blog
i'd rather talk
coz it feels so much better to just rant and holler to those who understand
rather than type to the static lcd here rite now
pain......
however
i'm still keeping the optimism flag flying high
why the heck do you think im still breathing now?
otherwise at this moment my body would be crawling with maggots
in the cold and dark depths of my final resting place
but no
not just yet
there is still much to explore, experience, risk, see, feel, touch, smell, taste....
in other words
i'm still alive
ok u might think im starting to sound a lil bit strange here
hey u're not alone
me too
u noe why?
coz its 5.42am on the 19th of June 2005
just in case u need info on the date
haha
as much as i've been through shit
joy has also come my way
even the most minimal ways
i feel and i cherish every moment of it
most of all in friendship
new friendship that has blossomed
and died....
well that's where the shit comes in
still clueless and not trying to find a clue
waiting for the clue to come and find me
i noe that's wrong but
relying on intuition has been my habit
and it's the habit i'm comfortable with
and it's the habit i will keep
im like romeo......
"whose view is muffled still
should without eyes see pathways to his will"
why romeo?
well its the leaving-destiny-entirely-to-fate thingy that i'm trying to make a point out of....
why not juliet?
sure...ok lemme see what lines i still rmb....
"i'll look to like if looking liking moves
but no deeper shall i endart mine eye
than your consent gives strength to make it fly"
there....happy? it's about love by the way....
literature lives!
i cant sleep
i have yet to satisfy my craving for roti prata
yummmmmmm
maybe i'll make one now
see i havent said much here rite?
think my blogs going the right way towards extinction
what to do....
when you gotta go....
you gotta go.....
good morning people of the world
have a pleasant and memorable day ahead......
so much shit's been going on in my life
it would be a total pain to blog
i find no joy in blogging anymore
but just for the sake of my friends
if u still do exist
this is just a glimpse of the shaytz
but on second thought
i've already made my point
it's a pain to blog
i'd rather talk
coz it feels so much better to just rant and holler to those who understand
rather than type to the static lcd here rite now
pain......
however
i'm still keeping the optimism flag flying high
why the heck do you think im still breathing now?
otherwise at this moment my body would be crawling with maggots
in the cold and dark depths of my final resting place
but no
not just yet
there is still much to explore, experience, risk, see, feel, touch, smell, taste....
in other words
i'm still alive
ok u might think im starting to sound a lil bit strange here
hey u're not alone
me too
u noe why?
coz its 5.42am on the 19th of June 2005
just in case u need info on the date
haha
as much as i've been through shit
joy has also come my way
even the most minimal ways
i feel and i cherish every moment of it
most of all in friendship
new friendship that has blossomed
and died....
well that's where the shit comes in
still clueless and not trying to find a clue
waiting for the clue to come and find me
i noe that's wrong but
relying on intuition has been my habit
and it's the habit i'm comfortable with
and it's the habit i will keep
im like romeo......
"whose view is muffled still
should without eyes see pathways to his will"
why romeo?
well its the leaving-destiny-entirely-to-fate thingy that i'm trying to make a point out of....
why not juliet?
sure...ok lemme see what lines i still rmb....
"i'll look to like if looking liking moves
but no deeper shall i endart mine eye
than your consent gives strength to make it fly"
there....happy? it's about love by the way....
literature lives!
i cant sleep
i have yet to satisfy my craving for roti prata
yummmmmmm
maybe i'll make one now
see i havent said much here rite?
think my blogs going the right way towards extinction
what to do....
when you gotta go....
you gotta go.....
good morning people of the world
have a pleasant and memorable day ahead......
posted at 5:29 AM